私は頼まないことを望む

strawberry fields forever

2008-12-11T08:01:00.000-08:00

and if i can, i'd tell the whole world i love you.

=B

2008-07-03T19:01:00.001-07:00

birthday

2008-07-02T19:26:00.000-07:00

today i went to toys r us to get a present for my little 4 yr old cousin. i thot it'll be fun u know since its been so long since i've went toy hunting but i had a heartache instead looking at the transformers. i've always had this thing for robots. and buzz lightyear!

***back to the story

anyway i got to know from mum that he likes thomas the train (and friends,wtv). -__- that wasnt in my mind obviously so i got him a little toyota celica instead. tried calling him to ask what he wants and that little man had some sense for a 4 yr old.

he said "noo its okay u dont have to get me anything, just come for my birthday." anyway since i was already there, i just got him something. u know what that little guy said really got me thinking.is that really him or was he forced to say that. haha! i'll be celebrating my birthday together with him. he's turning 5 and im turning 5...+15. =P

and i think that the only person who should be given presents on your birthday, is your mother, because she is the one who gave birth to you.

happy birthday noor azhar

Mad World

2008-06-11T15:01:00.000-07:00

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world

BIG SIGH

2008-06-06T16:15:00.000-07:00

last year i entered this character design competition just for fun and i recently just found out that my character made it to the finals. why must i be so ignorant? maybe i didn't expect my stupid character to be chosen. lol. but it was damn refreshing to know that it(my character) was chosen out of so many. man i could have won at least 300 just for nothing. IMPORTANT LESSON LEARNT: next time read your e-mail at least twice and make sure u read it.

(what i saw that made me check my mail again). website link:
http://www.comix-funics.com/cj24/comixjam-24hrs-the-battle-begin
my lame character which made it to top 24:
http://www.comix-funics.com/galleries/character-design-submissions/landlord-aka-nobody-love-by-zhou-xiao-feng-2?limitstart=43&limit=1

just for the sake of

2008-05-24T11:07:00.000-07:00

im sure u've seen this. i just love those northern soul dancers doing moves i've never seen before and theyre fuckin good. (mercy by duffy)

bored

2008-05-15T13:43:00.000-07:00

everyday bored. wake up and smell the coffee. at night also drink coffee. -__- how to sleep you tell me? and desmond keep pestering me to go MOS. nigel is a fat boy. i have added some new photos in my flickr. please give it a look if you are bored because i am but i dont know why im asking u to look at it when the photos are boring but it doesnt matter because those printmaking photos are the last photos i took in NAFA. ok thats all.

some random funny thing

2008-04-19T03:58:00.000-07:00

Me and my friends got caught in the rain yesterday night(morning) so we took shelter at SMU. We soon got chased out by the security for playing softball in the campus(with an empty coke bottle and a crushed ciggerate box) at around 4am.
(p.s One of us made a home run.)

pre-production

2008-04-16T00:09:00.000-07:00

Here are some photos of our pre-production.

le papillon

2008-03-28T11:56:00.000-07:00

got the soundtrack stuck in my head so i'd post it here anyway, the movie is certainly worth watching if u dig french film.

it is a routine, u see

2008-03-28T11:02:00.000-07:00

i wake up when i want to
except for certain days where i have to wake up so much earlier,
where i get rudely awakened by the alarm clock.
accustomed i was a frequent late comer,
looky in the mirror and snicker.
have a cupa horlicks and think about leaving the house, early.
toast in the morning makes me wanna shit,(bon appetit)
smoky meself a fag making me wanna shit more,
looky in the mirror and snicker,again.
put me trousers on, a fredy and top it all off with a self made "crombie".
slipped on me old rags,
grab the bag, and scamper,
not forgettin to lock the door of course..
only to realise later, that i left some stuff back at home.
and..bobs your uncle! u have a perfect morning. =D

gor blimey hello!

2008-03-20T23:33:00.000-07:00

lambretta

2008-03-16T10:46:00.000-07:00

Sadly a lambretta is scarce here and even if there is one for sale, it will be around 20k or more. Unless u're rich, all u can do is watching them taunt u in this video. (They're prolly singing we are the champions, no time for losers in italian)

you spoilt brats

2008-03-13T13:12:00.000-07:00

what more do you need
when your bed is made
butter and bread
a wardrobe of threads

what else do you want
son of a gun
darjeeling and biscuits
for your lousy cunt.

sometimes its better to listen before you speak because u might not know if your mouth stinks of curry.

serving the nation

2008-03-12T13:56:00.000-07:00

a day,
when i was younger than today,
we were many,
superior,
aint like any other ticket.

a day,
when i was younger than today,
we grew smaller in number,
but still we aced,
fookin great aint it.

a day,
when i was younger than yesterday,
we had casualties
but we survived despite,
the first of the gang who died.

a day,
when i am older than yesterday,
i was left alone in the cold.
looking at what had become
a lonely street.

that fateful day

2008-03-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

something i kept thinking of

2008-03-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

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dear stella.

2008-03-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

hello stella, i wish u were here today but oh well.
just when i wanted to show u the world, u flew, far away.
when all i asked for was a minute, or so.
and i really didn't mean to bring you down.

summer's over seaside town.
rain down on me.
so where have u been?
if only u were real.
i would show u the world.